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I Release You!

I   RELEASE YOU!




I'm not stupid you know, 
I know that you've moved on & everything you've said last week about Us being a One again, was again probably a lie. You do that so well.

But, I'm not upset with you because I did it to myself.

Loving you more than you deserved.






Loving You Flaws and All.
Loving the You that you didn't Love.
Loving You pass the hurt... because I believe in Us!
 
 I know I said I don't know how to stop loving you but I found that God does, HE knows how to help me to Heal.

But because of my love for you, I'm finally strong enough to let go & release you.





I Release You from MY Heart, 
so someone else can love ME.
I Release You from MY Prayers, 
so someone else can appreciate Me.
I Release You from This Soul Tie, 
that was a God ordained Marriage.
And in MY Last Prayer that I'll say for You
as my STILL current husband...


Thank You… 

for forcing me to hide in God.
Thank You… 
for making this the worst heart ache.
Thank You… 
for breaking me &
not putting me back together.
Thank You… 
for not loving me enough.
Thank You… 
for shattering my dreams &
EVERY Prophecy for Us!
I RELEASE You NOW
in Jesus Name!


AMEN

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