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Emotionless Love

Emotionless Love

 I Cried myself to sleep last night...  Yeah, I know you asked me if I was ok, But Your love has put me in a position that I'd rather lie about how I feel than to listen to you tell me that you care. 



I feel emotionally detached from you.
So when I hear love songs that stir up my REAL LOVE for you, I'm Silenced by the fact that I don't feel Important Enough to You to matter. 

But, I realize why we keep bumping heads. It's because I'm lying to myself that one day you'll REALLY Love me the way I Love You!

 And you're lying to yourself thinking you are Really doing the Work that's barely keeping US together!


If I can't talk to you about the Emotions you want me to hide, why should I have to listen to yours when you could care less about Mine!

I Love you so much that I have given you... Way too Much Power over Me. 
And your Not Worth me killing myself... trying to save YOU!

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