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Hurt People, Hurt People

There's a difference in the way we;
LOVE, 
Forgive & 
ReAct.


I love you from a place where I don't want you to ever feel the way others treated me so I have learned to LOVE you from the inside out. You love me from the outside in, scared to let me close enough. In fear that I'll treat you like they treated you.

So in essence in your eyes...
I'm just like them.

The Only difference is... You Love me (kinda). I forgive you for hurting me when you defend yourself from me, because in your hurt... I'm everyone who ever hurt you. 

Don't know what kind of a marriage this is,
But your friendship means the world to me. 
I forgive you because you don't know how to fight when it comes to LOVE. 

Because you will let me go instead of pulling me close.

I forgive you when you don't hear me or listen to me which makes me feel that I'm not important. Because someone didn't take your feelings into consideration and hurt you that's why you hurt me.

Hurt People, Hurt People.

I forgive you for making me feel like I can't depend on you to not switch on me. Because everyone's back you ever had switched on you and disappointed you, as they whispered they love you while turning the knife they inserted.

I forgive you for expecting me not to hurt or be sarcastic when you say hurtful words. You're just defending yourself from what your use to...  But I'm NOT them.

Even though I forgive you, I pray you see that I'm not them and when you display that kind of tainted Love it scares me.

Because without God leading you...
Your Words, 
Your Actions, 
Your Love makes Us Questionable!


I know I love you in spite of because I've proven it but do you share or give the same?


Hurt People, Hurt People.
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