May I speak to the WOMAN that you ARE!
I have thought really hard about why your sending me videos & screenshots.
After a lot of prayer I realize that you must be in love with the man that I call my husband.
What amazes me is that you have so much hatred, animosity & malice towards ME. Beloved you ONLY know what he's told you about me. But think about it..... if he could lie to me about you, about his WHOLE relationship with YOU.... What more would you believe of him.
I doubt that your desperate to try & take another women's husband because he's not yours. I'm SO sorry that you were a pawn in the enemies game, a distraction rather.
I have no hatred for you, no malice & no stones to throw because I'm not perfect. GOD is dealing with Anthony severely because GOD has confirmed on several occasions that HE (Pastor Dewberry) IS my husband. Do you think I want to stay with a man that cheated on me because of his own insecurities? HE NEEDS deliverance BUT with me NOT wanting to be married anymore, having the divorce papers & ready to move out..... GOD showed me that this too shall pass.
He showed me that He will avenge what I've endured because of him that didn't stand up to do what GOD called him to do. It is because of the GOD in me that Pastor Dewberry will live & NOT die.
Whatever your thinking of trying to attempt to do isn't worth it beloved.
You think GOD doesn't see your tears, your hurt, your frustrations? Do you think your revenge will be BETTER than God's? Anything you try to do that's NOT of God will be temporary. God's revenge is MIGHTY because it deals with the Soul of the person.
I'm sorry that you believe he would have stayed..... But it wouldn't have last. Because the way you got the man is the way he would leave. You have so much to offer.... But you also have work to do for YOU! You think this broken man of mine is your future husband.... do you know with what you've been through GOD has something better for you?
DON'T you believe that YOUR worth fighting for?
A man who will go through GOD to get YOU will cater to your every NEED!
Beloved know that I'm not the enemy.... You have been setup by the devil to play a temporary part of a game that GOD didn't design. Anything God designs brings forth Life!
I'm writing because I'm praying that the hurt in your heart will make you BETTER NOT Bitter! Let me tell you that takes years off your life & isn't worth it love. This man has already put me through some stuff.... No one knows that I wasn't even going to marry him, I didn't want to till God said that He will Bless it even the more.
If it wasn't for GOD I would NOT be the woman I am NOW! Sometimes, even know I question GOD like why would you bless me with Boaz if he is broken.... why do I have to put his pieces together if he ONLY thinks he's broken..... Not Shattered. GOD said Daughter I have a great expectant end if you just hold on. Don't worry about what it looks like.... That's the only reason I'm still here!
It's not easy but I TRUST GOD more than I trust this hurt. I pray you get back to the place where you trust GOD even with the hurt. He will RESTORE you because that's what kind of GOD we serve. I know you know HIM for yourself. Get back into your position beloved & Seek His face! He has something GREAT in store just for you.
You are a Daughter of a King!
I love you with the Love of God & I am praying God's will be perfected in your life even know.
~His Mrs.
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